She struts up and down the corridor and acts as though she's hard.
She laughs with glee when seeing people get hurt
I feel so lonely and I stop and I wonder what I have done to deserve this.
I hear those familiar footsteps, the walls are shaking
I try and camouflage though I know I can't
The force of the push throws me down the corridor
I bang my head and shout NO!
But it won't stop, stop, stop
My way home is a deathly twisted ribbon I start
Dreading it from the moment first lesson finishes until the last bell goes.
I am walking home
She is behind me
Her breath burns my head
I can feel her predators eyes swooping over me with huge wings.
I carry on walking though my mind stops and wonders
Mum is in my face, a sad sight she wonders
The bully is always near
When tea time comes I feel sick and can't eat
All night my dreams are full of those familiar footsteps
No sleep but still I get up
I want to miss the bus but Mum catches me so I have to go
I wonder if it will STOP today
Please STOP STOP STOP
My mind thinks about nothing else but her footsteps
A whirlpool scours my mind for any horrible memories about
Her and replays them till I am sick
I feel like I am dying in life
I have to keep going
But all I can do is wonder if it will ever stop