Tomorrow I face another day of fear,
My heart will never, ever dare
To smile, to laugh, to giggle and lark.
This horrible feeling within has a left a mark.
I pray for fun, I pray for joy,
I pray for every girl and boy.
To be happy, to never frown.
My watery tears in which I will drown.
I do nothing until until I'm told.
The insults about me are treacherous and so cold.
Why does the sky fall down on me?
Do I have the secret key?
To unlock the door to my perfect life.
Nobody will ever know,
How many tears that I cry with an unhappy flow.
I feel helpless, I feel stiff.
I wish that school was a great big myth.
But no, this painful school life is real,
To God, I have made this deal.
I'll fake the laughter I don't feel,
And hopefully, after a few more years,
This wounded girl, will forever be healed.